i dont need you to be nice to me. since tts how its been like since day one.
thats wad i said to him.
and i kinda mean it, im sorry.
i dont want someone who's gonna be so mean to my face and then turn arnd to be all sugary nice.
simply because, things dont work this way.
i would say, im sorry, but seriously, it matters not to me if you're gonna slp on it tonight.

and, i dont understand this absolutist concept of yours.
why, do you have to make distinctions about everything?
i prefer grey areas, uncertainty, possibilities.
because i believe that nothing much in this world can be really absolute. [maths aside]
i dont get it, i dont understand how you think, what you think.
but then again, i never did.